spark

you will know once you find it.

that spark between only you and him.

that chemistry and ease of being with each other.

that za za zu which is unexplainable and indescribable

that je ne sais quoi where only he is able to make you enter a la la land of your own.

~~~~~xo~~~~~

"hey!"
you spark me time and time again.
i think i might need time away from you.

V.dream

just a dream.
wake up.
don't hit the snooze.
that's all it ever was
nothing more, nothing less,
let this fade, let it pass.
keep it in that imaginary world
where everything was perfect.

--
still dying from this cough :( i hope it goes away by the time i get back to perth.
bought a new pair of heels! =$ gotta love aldo <3
yet to find some dresses =\ we shall see what tomorrow brings...
pretty little liars such a good show :) none of the book stores seem to have to the novels :(

chase

don't hate the player, hate the game.

if you can't handle it, i'd give up now,

if you can't deal with the problems that come along,

rethink your strategy, rethink your choice

if you want to keep running and playing this game,

hopefully you have enough stamina to keep up the pace,

don't slow down and get caught up in the mess,

keep running hard at a steady pace, 

don't fall behind and get overtaken

keep your place. if you've worked hard for it,

don't give it up so easily, this is yours for the taking,

that's the thrill of the chase.

~~~~~xo~~~~~

chasing after things is fun
but at the same time annoying
if you don't get what you expected at the end of it.
you.
just.
can't.
win.
...damn. =/

V.seven

it's first of july.

1. just arrived back from ASIA camp, totally overrated.
2. just about to fly off to HK, shopping please don't disappoint!
3. just about to begin my no swearing for a month.
4. just about to figure out and reassess what's going on, suck it up and deal with it
5. just going to have to lose weight
6. just going to have to go "shopping" with ernst =x and go shopping with alan :):)
7. just going to end up alone with helen with our house in mandurah and our bagillion cats

:) july july wonder what you'll bring

chain

chain reaction. cycle. never ending.
who was the bitch
who was the jerk
who was the nice girl
who was the nice boy

~~~~~xo~~~~~

i broke my ankle chain =(
it was pretty and jingly...
and impossible to find in Perth D:

behind

being left behind isn't a nice feeling,
leaving someone behind you tend not to realise,
what you lose from taking people for granted,
what you gain from taking that step to let go,
a breather. a pause. is all it takes.
reassess. re-plan. revise.

~~~~~xo~~~~~

things don't always go to plan?
oh well.
maybe it's meant to be like that.
you just gotta leave it behind you,
and move on.

full

you are full of shit
i am full of shit
me + you = full of shit

~~~~~xo~~~~~

life is full of surprises.
i would like you to show them to me please
0=)

possession

what you have may be something i want,

but who you have it with is not,

what's in your possession,

:you can keep to yourself,

:is not what i envy,

:you need to cherish more,

:don't take for granted,

:be happy :)

:make a choice,

:don't get paranoid,

:don't expect anything, take it as it comes

~~~~~xo~~~~~

"oh! mine now =D"
need to stop that hey =/

gone

how come i never hear you say,

i just wanna be with you,

i guess you never felt that way,

but since you've been gone,

i can breathe for the first time.

~~~~~xo~~~~~

the past is gone
the present is about to go
so look forward to the future
and pray that it won't be full of shit.
=)

return

what's done is done,
there is no point of return,
it can never go back to what it was,
it can never go back to where it began,
it can never go back, why?
because there's a scar, 
reminding me each day, 
to never go back and return 
to that point of my life again.

~~~~~xo~~~~~

soon we return to the tedious days of lectures and tutorials and skipping them and regretting it.
ha.