Q.二十六

Day 26 - The last person you made a pinky promise to

"promise me you'll come to work tomorrow?"
"ok"

Carter Lin

LOL

mask

finding a mask to hide behind is simple yet hard

we hide to protect ourselves, we hide to survive

being able to keep hiding is a challenge

hopefully one day when someone can remove that mask

we won't be scared to be who we are, to open our hearts and melt the ice

v.day twenty-six

pinky promise was probably bridget. but have no recollection whatsoever about what we promised each other

Q.二十五

Day 25 - The person you know that is going through the worst of times.

if anyone, it would be you.
and i'm only saying that because i haven't talked to you in like, a billion years.

i hope you're doing okay,
and i miss you talking to you everyday,
but i don't know when you're busy and when you're not,
and i don't want to disturb you if you are..
ahhhh, the conflict >.<"

give me the yes signal please?

and make it obvious.
come on,
i'm stupid.

fucking ave

you are ave

and you are

all fucking ave.

ugh

learn already

fuck.

vanessa needs to learn to stop swearing.
hopefully she'll learn something when she turns nineteen and grows up.

cocktail 2010

shit as
drunk bitches
ave music although the end got good
free alcohol
cocktail was bad.
jen got drunk off her face, i swear something happened to her...but what can you do if she doesn't know herself or say something didn't =\
jackie got drunk off her face, was in the toilet for ages
helen my dear skanktastic twin got a job that was gg she was so nice to get water for others lol but luckily james was nice enough to take her job while she went and partied with me for a bit
gan gave me free drinks :)
james was nice and helped me get a chair
john dropped us home :) thank you as always <3
sago helped me round up people thankyou! <3
justin looked for us when we were lost
mervyn gave me a rose petal <3
meng and john talked for ages hell mean telling people to fuck off. violent drunks.
ave night.
ugh

i think i'm wanting to stay home and sleep
being a hermit can be fun!

yackers: jackie, orange

*sigh
cocktail 2011? we'll see -.-

v.day twenty-five

i hope you're okay,
what you're going through
i can't even imagine how it feels,
but i hope you're doing fine,
i hope you're able to handle it
i didn't want to nor mean to hurt you,
but i did and i'm really really sorry that i did
thank you for always being there
thank you for always caring
i'm sorry i couldn't follow through

i hope you're dealing,
it's been a long while since it happened,
it still affects you, he does at least.
he probably comes into your mind
more so than you want
he probably invades your thoughts
without your permission
you're a strong girl,
well you can be...
somethings you will have to battle yourself
just know i'm there at the side lines or finish line
waiting for you :)

i think it would be hard for you,
to be able to adapt to what is going on currently,
things have change significantly,
in such a short period of time
all i can hope is that you can pull through
with a whole hearted smile on your face and no regrets.
do what is right for you
fight for what you want and believe in
fight..for your happiness

v.day twenty-four

i don't have a favourite memory.
i have too many to choose from.
whatever memories they are
they are precious ones:)
that when i think back about them
they brighten my day :)
thankyou for making those memories with me !

one was last year for my birthday :)
it was first tav and then we all went out for dinner. even the third years came without even really knowing me! that was sweet :) haha. i think that was one of the best birthdays! bran got sick and yackked :(
and
simon dying at my house. cleaned up his yack the next day =[
got to talk to sago and tony for a bit :)
sago was such a sweetheart waiting for simmy while the others were fail and ready to set off to metros >=(

i'm sure there are many more memories to come :)
how exciting !

Q.二十四

Day 24 - The person that gave you your favorite memory.

this is going to be...
either you or mother.

mother surprised me with Jay Chou Concert tickets on my 17th birthday.
it was probably the most well-spent birthday i've had in years.
thanks mother =)

as for him,
we created a lot of good memories together.

we were happy.
well, at least i was.

thank you,
to both of you.

~~~

omg
september's almost over.
o.o

v.when

when will some people begin to have confidence in themselves,

when will some people being to believe

when will some people realise what they have right in front of them

when will some people know what they want,

when will some people know what they need,

when will some people be brave

when will some people make a change to their lives,

when will some people believe that sometimes, shit just happens.

when will some people begin to take risks,

when will some people stop being scared

when will i not be the 'some people'

it's always easier to do things with a friend by your side :)

but some things you do have to learn by yourself

all is fair in love and war