v.day twenty-nine

no one.
there isn't someone i'm too scared to tell everything to.
wait maybe one. but that person will come along when they do.
they'll find out what they need to when the time comes.
there isn't much to tell.
only a warning.

i never wanna see you cry and i never wanna tell a lie

Burden

Being the way I am is tiring.
Being affected by the way you are is pure madness.
The way I react is the result of your actions.
Being spoiled, being treated the way I have, being relied on when it's not needed results in me.
I'm not her creation, but yours.
I am who you have influenced, made and nurtured me to be.
What you see is what you get.
What you see is your mirror image.
You don't like what you see? Sure get rid of the problem. It's the easiest option is it not?
I'd rather disappear entirely then forever deal with this.
Sometimes I wish something terminal would happen to me. It's nothing emo...it is just plain easier. The years of dealing with you cut by more than half. It would be peace.
She says that what is one month of peace going to do to a lifetime ahead. I believe that a month's peace is better than nothing.
I'm sorry for the way I am. I truly am. I'm sorry I'm a piece of shit that doesn't appreciate what she has right in front of her. I'm sorry that I am just a waste of your money. I guess you really should just find something else to invest in.
I run to my room to hide because that is my freedom. This is your house, your rules, your food, your bed, your clothes, your life to control.
I'm sorry I don't change for the better. I'm sorry that I don't make it easier for you to deal with. You have more than enough on your plate without the extra burden.
Appreciate what she does for you.
You hold more of the blame than anyone.
I hope one day you lose her.
For her happiness is worth hurting you more than a million times over and over again.

Salt

Its a taste I haven't experienced in a long time.

Q.二十八

Day 28 - Someone that changed your life

the first person ever to touch my heart,
the first person ever to make me cry like that,
the first person ever to have me realise things i never thought about before,

it was you.

you were great.
a great friend,
a great support pillar,
just great.

you were the best.
the best person i knew,
the best ear whenever i needed to talk,
the best.

you were my first true best friend.
you listened to every problem i had.
you were there for me every time.
and i can't be more grateful.

you're my mabf,

CL

reach?

is it selfish of you to think that you are?

v.day twenty-eight

you've changed me.
you've corrupted me.
you've made me the way i am.
if you want to complain about it,
blame yourself.
don't point the finger at anyone else.

the person able to undo what you've done
you'll realise is the one that saved me.

Q.二十七

Day 27 - The friendliest person you knew for only one day

that totally does not make any sense at all,
but if i had to choose anyone, it would be you.

i thought you were nice
you were friendly
but there was that inkling of unrest which laid within me whenever i talked to you.

you were too nice
too friendly.
and that inkling of unrest unresolved itself,
when you were the one he ran to..

AL

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royal show!!

you are the best =)
please stay in my life like this,
i'm much happier this way =D

colour

to add some colour in our lives.

colour challenge:

wear colours for at least 3 out of 5 days during uni

v.day twenty-seven

no idea for this one.

don't exactly look like the friendliest person on earth when meeting people.
if people are too friendly it's either they are fake or just plain naive and dumb and wanna seem stupid and ditzy
yay to friendly people.
but what kind of friendly are we talking about eh!
*shrugs

Q.杰伦

好久不见你还好吗

你的小狗长大了吗
我的围巾还围着吗
我的相片都丢了吧
我剪不到后面头发
这个借口还不错吧
一把剪刀一堆废话
还不是想求求你回来吧

别再一个人在生气 (mai go ji lei lang bei xiung ki)
给他烦恼 给他操心 (hu yi hun no hu yi xio xin)
虽然不关我的事 (sui ren m guan wa e dai ji)
谁叫他是我的兄弟 (xio gio i xi wa e hia di ye)

都这么久就算了吧 (lu jia mi gu du shua shua ki)
想想秋天就要过去 (xiu xiu qiu ti du bei gui ki ye)
冬天来临他会怕冷 (dong ti lai lin i e gia ling)
你不回来难道要我抱他 (li wai deng lai gam gong ai wa po yi)

这样好吗 (an ne gam ho)
是我不好
我没有紧紧抱住你
你说泪留着很危险
如果等雨一起
流下不让同情发现

我对天空这个那个流星
大喊后会不会有奇迹
就算做朋友也没关系
为你改变了自己都不认识自己
不是我跑去了整形
只是我拿出真心
开一瓶这个那个香槟
去我的Mr. J餐厅

点蜡烛顺便吃个甜品
庆祝你打死不联络的毅力
冷战早已经不流行
赶快回来到
我身边 (wa shin bin)

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because Jay Chou is love s2 =)