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Wednesday, September 29, 2010
Q.二十九
Day 29 - The person that you want to tell everything to, but too afraid to.
you say that you understand what i'm going through,
but do you really?
if i told you everything that i went through,
everything that happened to me,
every thought that i've had in my head,
would you look at me differently?
you're really special to me.
we have a strong but not needy bond.
i never want that to change.
so i'm just going to keep everything a secret from you.
JW
you say that you understand what i'm going through,
but do you really?
if i told you everything that i went through,
everything that happened to me,
every thought that i've had in my head,
would you look at me differently?
you're really special to me.
we have a strong but not needy bond.
i never want that to change.
so i'm just going to keep everything a secret from you.
JW
v.day twenty-nine
no one.
there isn't someone i'm too scared to tell everything to.
wait maybe one. but that person will come along when they do.
they'll find out what they need to when the time comes.
there isn't much to tell.
only a warning.
there isn't someone i'm too scared to tell everything to.
wait maybe one. but that person will come along when they do.
they'll find out what they need to when the time comes.
there isn't much to tell.
only a warning.
i never wanna see you cry and i never wanna tell a lie
Burden
Being the way I am is tiring.
Being affected by the way you are is pure madness.
The way I react is the result of your actions.
Being spoiled, being treated the way I have, being relied on when it's not needed results in me.
I'm not her creation, but yours.
I am who you have influenced, made and nurtured me to be.
What you see is what you get.
What you see is your mirror image.
You don't like what you see? Sure get rid of the problem. It's the easiest option is it not?
I'd rather disappear entirely then forever deal with this.
Sometimes I wish something terminal would happen to me. It's nothing emo...it is just plain easier. The years of dealing with you cut by more than half. It would be peace.
She says that what is one month of peace going to do to a lifetime ahead. I believe that a month's peace is better than nothing.
I'm sorry for the way I am. I truly am. I'm sorry I'm a piece of shit that doesn't appreciate what she has right in front of her. I'm sorry that I am just a waste of your money. I guess you really should just find something else to invest in.
I run to my room to hide because that is my freedom. This is your house, your rules, your food, your bed, your clothes, your life to control.
I'm sorry I don't change for the better. I'm sorry that I don't make it easier for you to deal with. You have more than enough on your plate without the extra burden.
Appreciate what she does for you.
You hold more of the blame than anyone.
I hope one day you lose her.
For her happiness is worth hurting you more than a million times over and over again.
Being affected by the way you are is pure madness.
The way I react is the result of your actions.
Being spoiled, being treated the way I have, being relied on when it's not needed results in me.
I'm not her creation, but yours.
I am who you have influenced, made and nurtured me to be.
What you see is what you get.
What you see is your mirror image.
You don't like what you see? Sure get rid of the problem. It's the easiest option is it not?
I'd rather disappear entirely then forever deal with this.
Sometimes I wish something terminal would happen to me. It's nothing emo...it is just plain easier. The years of dealing with you cut by more than half. It would be peace.
She says that what is one month of peace going to do to a lifetime ahead. I believe that a month's peace is better than nothing.
I'm sorry for the way I am. I truly am. I'm sorry I'm a piece of shit that doesn't appreciate what she has right in front of her. I'm sorry that I am just a waste of your money. I guess you really should just find something else to invest in.
I run to my room to hide because that is my freedom. This is your house, your rules, your food, your bed, your clothes, your life to control.
I'm sorry I don't change for the better. I'm sorry that I don't make it easier for you to deal with. You have more than enough on your plate without the extra burden.
Appreciate what she does for you.
You hold more of the blame than anyone.
I hope one day you lose her.
For her happiness is worth hurting you more than a million times over and over again.
Tuesday, September 28, 2010
Q.二十八
Day 28 - Someone that changed your life
the first person ever to touch my heart,
the first person ever to make me cry like that,
the first person ever to have me realise things i never thought about before,
it was you.
you were great.
a great friend,
a great support pillar,
just great.
you were the best.
the best person i knew,
the best ear whenever i needed to talk,
the best.
you were my first true best friend.
you listened to every problem i had.
you were there for me every time.
and i can't be more grateful.
you're my mabf,
CL
the first person ever to touch my heart,
the first person ever to make me cry like that,
the first person ever to have me realise things i never thought about before,
it was you.
you were great.
a great friend,
a great support pillar,
just great.
you were the best.
the best person i knew,
the best ear whenever i needed to talk,
the best.
you were my first true best friend.
you listened to every problem i had.
you were there for me every time.
and i can't be more grateful.
you're my mabf,
CL
v.day twenty-eight
you've changed me.
you've corrupted me.
you've made me the way i am.
if you want to complain about it,
blame yourself.
don't point the finger at anyone else.
the person able to undo what you've done
you'll realise is the one that saved me.
you've corrupted me.
you've made me the way i am.
if you want to complain about it,
blame yourself.
don't point the finger at anyone else.
the person able to undo what you've done
you'll realise is the one that saved me.
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