V.heartbeat

a combination of ups and downs
you want a regular heart beat
not flat line nor an accelerated heart rate(a.k.a Tachycardia)

"but heartbeats always fails in the end

it will converge to a straight line"

- orange.

it depends on how strong the heart is. and how healthy that heart is :)

and as to the straight flat line in the end.

isn't that the result from either dying or the actual break up?

flames to dust

lovers to friends

why do all good things come to an end?

*credits to orange for our convo:)

i heard washed rims are a great inspiration for a blog post ;)

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exams are coming >.<

5 more days

stupid brother hurt his ankle = no sleep ins for the week =[

which is good i guess. wake up early and study and try focus.

break is going to be great fun! july should be a good month:):)

yay to jetties :) yay to hk :)

need to buy more dresses and i want to get more heels!

retail therapy, wonder how good shopping will be there :):)

drink up with joshua jeremiah:) i won't dog you!

1:1 bring it ;)

unless! u want to do 1.5 and i do 1 :)

there seems to be a chance for one of sl10 :)

change. sound interesting ;) all the best ! xo

stability II

we think we want it.we think we need it.

stability is something we wish for,

if your life gets to a point where there is too much to handle

where there is too much to face and deal with

the peace and calm is what you want

but once the calm comes, you'll get bored in no time.

calm is boring. without some drama, our lives wouldn't be very interesting.

just because your life is stable, it doesn't necessarily mean you're happy.

just because you're happy, it doesn't mean your life has become stable

happiness doesn't come with stability

because your happiness is a high, and you can only drop from that high

V.weak

"if he's weak, he's gone"

- Alan Kan

Being whipped, does it mean you're weak?

When a relationship falls apart and you get dumped, are you the weakest link?

Would you rather be the dumper or the dumpee? the whipper or the whipped?

To show your weakness first,

to give in and/or give up before the other

What does that really show? What does that really mean?

Are you the one that's more in like/love?

Are you the weakest or the strongest link?

maybe, weak isn't the right word to describe this =\

V.save

gorgon.medusa.heartbreaker

the above names came about because of hera and zeus. =="

surprisingly, these names have caught on and stuck

Ĉǿςδρцģ says:

*poor medusa :(

*abandoned by all

*left to rot in her temple of snakes

Ĉǿςδρцģ says:

*LOL

*what a bitch!

Ĉǿςδρцģ says:

*no wonder ure stuck in ur temple forever!

I hope Hera and Zeus are happy >: (

Ĉǿςδρцģ says:

*wonder who can save u?

that is the question ;)

V.dethroned

the king has been dethroned after his epic fail at picking up a fresher girl.

however, all is fair in love and war

and we shall see how long the queen of hearts(broken) will remain in reign

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i love it when songs that you loved long ago comes up again:)

while my itunes was randomly shuffling songs 'Hurts So Bad' by Anthony Callea came on

the lyrics hrmm =x interesting :)

happy birthday john khoo:)

asia quiz night not too bad :)

didn't win altho the prizes were pretty cool :)

costumes so much better!

sagorella so damn cute! hehe

congrats to jong xin for his win! can't believe he actually made it! v.impressive ;)

i feel like i haven't seen a lot of people these days. i haven't seen NJ or orange in so long :(!

caught up with bec today tho :) yumcha was very yummy!

i think everyone is getting into study mode which is what i shall be getting into soon(hopefully)

yay to tmr being end of semester! semester one 2nd year complete!

added to be watched list:

• friends marathon

oh! and to ninemsn's GOSS, VOTE: which glee guy is the hottest?

Mark Saling of course! Puck for the win!:) <3

Q.久

long time no blog?

i actually have so much to say.

so much to blog about.

but everytime i open this up.

i get lost.

where do i start?

what do i start with?

how do explain this feeling in words?

it's all very confusing.

V.complete

you complete me

you had me at 'hello' :)

- Jerry Mcguire

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java completed :)!

epic <3>

goodbye java project. hello exams.

glee :) very good episode!

Can't read my, can't read my

No he can't read my poker face

I won't tell you that I love you, kiss or hug you

I want your love and I want your revenge

You and me could write a bad romance

to be watched after exams:

• glee marathon
• sex and the city 2
• iron man 2
• eclipse
• 10 things i hate about you
• how to train your dragon
• Cinderella (for NJ)

...hrmm i'm sure there are more movies/shows... to be continued

V.hate

hate is a very strong word.

it really shouldn't be used so lightly,

but you don't make it very hard for me

to associate that word with you.

V.cheat

Wikipedia defines cheating as an act of lying, deception, fraud,trickery, imposture, or imposition.

cheating is bad regardless, but as to what form is considered the worst?

when it comes to relationships,

i'd say that emotional cheating is much worse than physical.

the moment that you decide to stray away,

that is the moment that you lose that trust.

no matter how hard you work to try and mend things

that one act will always be there lurking at the back of your mind

and you will always be filled with doubt

you can try to ignore it

you can try to look past it

but you will never get over it

you will never have any closure

if you're going to cheat or if you're already on that path, at least have the decency to break up with your bf/gf now. because obviously, you aren't very happy anymore and you are finding that happiness elsewhere with someone else and not with the person you are currently in a relationship with.

what is the drive behind the act of cheating?

poor blair. stupid chuck.

wonder how gossip girl is going to survive without chuck&blair :(

*today seems to be revolving around 'cheating'

there was the comic. glee. gossipgirl. sago's quote.

wonder what else there is? =s

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done 1/4 of my java :)

i hope josh enjoyed his special pressie today =] +:) -:( two more :( to go!

and joseph pham stay away from my sisters >: (

V.time

timing really is everything.

without the right timing,

it'll never work out.

if you don't get it right,

it won't be long before the clock will strike 12

and you have to return back to your world of dreams

where a dream is a wish your heart makes

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watched dear john

the ending was total heartbreak =[ didn't like it all!