V.found

you were found.
you came back to me.
turned that frown upside down :)


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cold cold cold. going to freeze.
totally going to snow in Perth!

V.lost

lost. gone. hidden.
can't be found.
still trying to look. still trying to find you.
hopefully i will win this game of hide and seek
come back to me :( i need you.
without you i am oh so sad :(

swift

you should always be on your toes,
ready to bounce back at any time,
your mind should be swift when in a pickle,
always think ahead - as uncle chia always says

i think sago should drive a green suzuki swift, cos he's cool like that :)

~~~~~xo~~~~~

all this is moving along too swiftly don't you think?
maybe there's another meaning behind this..
something i'm not getting.
damn, i hate being stupid.

V.plan

makes you wonder,
when to let go,
when to hold on
when to admit defeat,
when to fight till the death

the game plan, has it been thought out thoroughly?
each move deciphered, no surprises,
everything that happens is what is expected.


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holidays are upon us.
the plan for this holidays has fallen nicely into place.
ASIA Camp => HK/SG => No Parents => Roadtrip

still to plan movie/tv marathons with everyone though, i guess they can come once i get back :)
much excitement and much to look forward too :)
new clothes, hopefully new shoes, new limits, higher tolerance

jessica ngo wants a night on the town this weekend,
jennifer kan went to seedy leedy last night and came home hyper,
july is going to be a no swearing month, whether to have punishments is still to be decided
josh is going to be a jacket this weekend and sober,

V.complain

FOR ONLY YOU:

if you are the minority, you should give in to the majority,
if you have been done a favour by someone,
you should at least think of that person and what's easier for them,
instead of being just stupid and unreasonable,
if you are targeted, there usually is a reason why,
even if you are different, still have consideration for others,
e.o.r.

polygamy aye? would people really be happier?
if you can't keep your attention on just one person, does that mean you condone this practice?
even if we've been brought up to find that prince charming or cinderella, will there always be "the one" for us?
i mean, it's highly unlikely for you not notice someone else while you're in a relationship. someone who will make you doubt your decision as to whether you've made the right choice? what if that someone else is the one? are you just wasting time with the person you're currently in a relationship with now?
if you're noticing someone else, does that mean you're getting bored? or, is it just a small random phase that will pass?
if polygamy wasn't frowned upon, would you really never be bored? would you really be happy since you would always have someone there waiting for you? or if you were to be polygamous lifestyle, would you get tired and want a monogamous relationship instead.
to share your attention, i don't think it is that hard but to share your attention equally is the challenge.
you'll definitely tend to be swayed to one person over the other until you get bored then of course, you 'll switch or find another.
=[ why am i thinking about this stuff =[  someone save me =[

on side note. russell brand is quite the comedian =]

what you realise from 'get to the greek' is that having just that one person there for you is all you need.
you don't need two or three, you don't need to have an open relationship.
because at the end of the day that's the only person you want to just lie in bed next to and snuggle with =]

last part to be written once the argument is over

benevolence

the way i treat you is out of benevolence,

don't question me and my motives,

just accept this kindness and be thankful

~~~~~xo~~~~~

being nice sometimes is so hard..
there are just some people who don't deserve to be understood.
wow. bitch.

ave

why do you have to be this way?

the things you do,

the choices you make,

the way it affects me

makes life so damn ave.

i blame you.

~~~~~xo~~~~~

catching up on missed posts is the most ave thing to do at 1am
gg

V.Words

start : doing
stop : thinking
love : you =]
hate : boredom
missing : that feeling
gaining : kilograms
trying : to find out what i want
failing : to do so
giving up : on it
leaving: you soon

static

a word that completely defines where i am at this present time.

not moving forward nor backward, just stationary and still.

~~~~~xo~~~~~

bzzzz
shock me
with ur static elect ;]

V.chemistry

chemistry.
is that what we have?
chemistry.
how do we know if we have it?
chemistry.
what you want but you can't have
chemistry.
someone define it for me
chemistry.

but the planets all aligned

when you looked into my eyes

and just like that

watch the chemicals react

the chemicals react