ripple

what ever choice you make,

it's going to affect other people,

regardless if they are involved first hand or not,
regardless if it was intentional or not,

if you make the wrong choice, and in the end you realise that.

try and change it. we're only human. we aren't perfect.

what you do, is your choice, but just remember,

that choice can change that of someone else.

but then...what is the wrong choice? is it when you are being selfish and hurting others? is the wrong choice being selfless and not choosing your happiness over someone else's? everyone has their own definition i guess, based on their own situation. 

~~~~~xo~~~~~

events ripple onto each other.
what happened to me back then, 
makes me who I am now.


"if a man holds your handbag without your request,

always walks outside of a footpath to protect you from the road,

never forgets to pull your chair out for you at dinner,

Do Not be moved by his actions.

As this means that in his life,
he's had numerous previous women to teach him these things,

and the woman which made him remember these actions instinctively,

is always the woman who changed him, 
and not you."


You were my change.

You have caused the ripple effect.


because of you, I will never be the same,
and I hope I was the one who made you remember.

Q.曲

Don't know if i could ever be,

Without you cause boy you complete me.

And in time i know that we'll both see,

that we're all we need.

brings back nostalgic memories of you and I.

we used to be so messed up,

but we were perfect to each other.

it's these feelings and memories I will cherish forever.

you're a douche.

but you were my douche.

V.hurt

i know it's going to hurt for a while,
i'm scared i won't be able to handle this,
i won't even be able to numb the pain

this time, i've been cut me too deep.
this is what you get i guess,
maybe it's karma. no one will ever know.