Q.十八

Day 18 - The person that you wish you could be

better.

that is all

why are asian anesthesiologists fail? >=(

because this is the result:

1. getting drip needle injected into hand - digs around....can't get vein
2. leaves needle in there to get another  - is like don't worry i'll take it out when you're asleep
3. injects another needle in upper forearm near elbow - digs around...finds vein...finally
4. leaves it in for a few hours for the drip
5. next day....

day after injection - 18/09/10

fun...fun...fun...

stupid bitch >=(

v.wants

i want to...

...go to korea for a few months to learn korean
...go to taiwan for a few months to learn chinese
...finish uni before 25
...get my laptop fixed

i shall add more later :)

v.day eighteen

i wish i could be smart

so i could choose to study whatever i liked and didn't have a problem in switching careers whenever i wanted

i wish i could be talented

so i could get called by a talent scout and become a singer and make bagillions

i wish i could know what i want

so that i have a goal in life and knowledge when making decisions for myself

i wish i could be skinner and lankier

so i could look hot in dresses :x

i wish i could be more friendly when meeting people

so that i could learn to socialise more

i wish i could be less judgmental and pessimistic

so i could be happier with what i have

i wish i could be more last minute and not freak out

so i could enjoy things more fully

but being all these things, wouldn't make me the me i am today who has a bunch of great friends and has fun

but still you can't stop wanting things right? :x