Q.二十五

Day 25 - The person you know that is going through the worst of times.

if anyone, it would be you.
and i'm only saying that because i haven't talked to you in like, a billion years.

i hope you're doing okay,
and i miss you talking to you everyday,
but i don't know when you're busy and when you're not,
and i don't want to disturb you if you are..
ahhhh, the conflict >.<"

give me the yes signal please?

and make it obvious.
come on,
i'm stupid.

fucking ave

you are ave

and you are

all fucking ave.

ugh

learn already

fuck.

vanessa needs to learn to stop swearing.
hopefully she'll learn something when she turns nineteen and grows up.

cocktail 2010

shit as
drunk bitches
ave music although the end got good
free alcohol
cocktail was bad.
jen got drunk off her face, i swear something happened to her...but what can you do if she doesn't know herself or say something didn't =\
jackie got drunk off her face, was in the toilet for ages
helen my dear skanktastic twin got a job that was gg she was so nice to get water for others lol but luckily james was nice enough to take her job while she went and partied with me for a bit
gan gave me free drinks :)
james was nice and helped me get a chair
john dropped us home :) thank you as always <3
sago helped me round up people thankyou! <3
justin looked for us when we were lost
mervyn gave me a rose petal <3
meng and john talked for ages hell mean telling people to fuck off. violent drunks.
ave night.
ugh

i think i'm wanting to stay home and sleep
being a hermit can be fun!

yackers: jackie, orange

*sigh
cocktail 2011? we'll see -.-

v.day twenty-five

i hope you're okay,
what you're going through
i can't even imagine how it feels,
but i hope you're doing fine,
i hope you're able to handle it
i didn't want to nor mean to hurt you,
but i did and i'm really really sorry that i did
thank you for always being there
thank you for always caring
i'm sorry i couldn't follow through

i hope you're dealing,
it's been a long while since it happened,
it still affects you, he does at least.
he probably comes into your mind
more so than you want
he probably invades your thoughts
without your permission
you're a strong girl,
well you can be...
somethings you will have to battle yourself
just know i'm there at the side lines or finish line
waiting for you :)

i think it would be hard for you,
to be able to adapt to what is going on currently,
things have change significantly,
in such a short period of time
all i can hope is that you can pull through
with a whole hearted smile on your face and no regrets.
do what is right for you
fight for what you want and believe in
fight..for your happiness