need

what i want is your attention,

what i need is for you to make the effort,

not because i force you,

not because i give you the heads up,

because you do it by yourself,

of your own free will.

what you want is my attention,

what you need is to make a choice,

no, you can't not make one,

no, no one will tell you what to do,

yes, you need to make it yourself,

and yes, you need to make it soon.

~~~~~xo~~~~~

wants and needs.

which is more important to me?

i want you.

but do i need you?

i need you.

but do i want you?

and that all comes down to,

do i go with the one which i want,

or the one which i need?

why must life make me choose?

Q.狗

"You know what I am?

I'm a dog chasing cars.

I wouldn't know what to do with one if I caught it."

- The Joker.

you're a dog,

people around you are the numerous objects which you could chase.

1. The Bone.

Stationary.

There when you want them to be,

and gone when you're sick of them.

2. The Bicycle.

Not so fast that you can't catch up.

Not so slow that they're unmoving.

And that's what's keeping your interest.

3. The Car.

Moving ahead at their own speed.

You can't catch up.

But you try regardless.

so why do you chase these things that are obviously out of your reach,

and ignore the one which is by your side?

what the hell are you going to do with a bicycle or a car when you catch up?

you're a dog.

you can't ride a bike.

you can't steer a car.

perhaps it's just for the adrenalin rush,

perhaps it's for the enjoyment,

perhaps it's for the feeling of accomplishment when you do catch up.

but seriously,

keep chasing,

and you might forget where you left your bone.

expect.

100th

you made a choice. so stick to it.

if you chose her over me, that's not my fault.

not because i didn't fight for you.

not because i gave up.

because you simply made that choice.

i'm not someone you can just fall back on.

i'll be there for you. but not in that way.

as a friend and only a friend.

~~~~~xo~~~~~

expectations are evil.

if you never expect anything to happen,

you will always be surprised,

and never disappointed.

true story.

V.honest

it's amazing how honest you can be with some people,

how you can just say whatever happened and not feel awkward,

guess you can really tell who you're comfortable with and who you're not,

and who you can trust and who you can't,

being judged and judging. it goes both ways.

the people you know that will judge you for fun, but know the real you.

those are the people you can be honest with.

those are the people that you can naturally talk with about anything.

if you don't judge them for the things they do, they think,

they most likely won't judge you for the way you are and the things you may do.

gotta love your friends :)

love them for who they are, as they love you for who you are

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happy birthday gmalee:)

exams finished :)

i hope i passed them all =[

but if i don't, that's what you get for not balancing study and fun. :(

too much fun = no study at all = fail :(:(

now i have to plan my weekend thoroughly =\

friday and saturday.

transport. sleeping arrangements. alco. etc :( what a hassle!

mid semester break has begun:)