lala land

i've been living in my own lala land without realising it.
fml :( another province has been formed.

Q.五

Day 5 - Your Dreams

my dreams have always come back to haunt me.

they say that your dreams are the wishes of the heart.

i sincerely hope that is not the case.

because if it was, my heart sure does wishes for fkd-up shit.

safe

it's hard sometimes, even if i wanted to call you, i wouldn't.
it isn't that i couldn't but i wouldn't.
i miss having you around and your company.
but things get too complicated and messy,
it's predictable, the consequences of our actions.
it's easy to be around you and just deal. a safe place.
i miss you. but like always, i have to stay away.
why? because i need to save myself and yourself the trouble.
i'm sorry.

v.day five

i've always wondered what it would be like as a celebrity. a singer perhaps.
the luxuries, the opportunities, the money, the food, the people you meet :)
to eat as much as i want, what i want, when i want and not gain a kilo! :)
to be the ceo of a company, being successful not only in career but also with family
a doctor, a lawyer some cool job like that :)
i'm sure there are more random dreams, but this is it so far...maybe i'll add more later...

a dream is a wish your heart makes

side note: Happy Father's Day :)