v.chemistry

it's pretty cool how attraction and chemistry works...pretty interesting stuff
unfortunately it can backfire and be your worse nightmare where because of the way things are there is no way in hell anything is going to happen...but for you :) nothing is there to blemish your perfect chance! cannot wait to see the results :):) the timing couldn't be more perfect :) it's up to you with what you want to do i guess you aren't going to deny it aye :) horny =x

so 2010 event calendar finally ended! now theres nothing really left to do...things have been planned but i guess it is just time for some research or maybe a break is really in order. jackie says i'm so sad =[ cos now i really don't even have a life!

thank you so much joshy for picking me up and sending me home! love you! xx

so like right now...you really are starting to piss me off. my patience has a very low tolerance at the moment so i wouldn't try anything.

what do you want for your birthday?

v.short

so my dresses are really short.

it's like no shit sherlock

:(

and like my skirts... =[ 

I AM SO EPIC YAY FOR YOU :)

BE HAPPY CHAPPY MY DEAR =]

we need an idea!

infrared cameras are so . . . i think i got caught the other on my way to curtin :(

my phone is fucked.

it doesn't ring and there's no missed call icon but the messages get sent :(

and now all it says is call fail :(

v.brave

after all that has happened you blame no one, you just sit through the pain with a smile on your face :)  i don't know how you are so brave and grown up at your age...it's pretty damn amazing !
you make me smile because you're so strong whilst making me sad watching you endure what has happened to you. for your sake and theirs, i really hope that there are no scars to burden you, i don't know how she would be able to handle seeing your face everyday with a scar reminding her everyday of what happened as well as them.
my dear little bubble be as happy as you can be and live your precious life to the fullest :) holding your small little hand everyday makes my day just that much better =]

i love you!



and as for you, i'm glad you came out fine with no complications and hopefully are sleeping well :) let's hope nothing else comes back to surprise us :)

v.last

so tmr will be my last exam which i will totally flunk. i don't even think super duper stoopid alan kan will be able to help me :( mechanical dynamics you make me so so so sad :(
zac and jeremiah wna drink tmrs =\ since we don't like beer zac and i are going to drink water and zac feels a tad naughty so he wants some lemon too :) sparkling water is soo gross ! bottled - still water ftw !!
zac says he assumed i liked sparkling cos i'm all posh and what not drinking tea with my pinky up in the air
and thuy today was like i thought you had a boyfriend! i was like no i'm single =) and she's like you look like those people with boyfriends -.- *sigh
and she said i looked gangster :( :( :( :(

after tmr...exams will be the least of my problems....there's so much to do and deal with =\ i gotta deal with dynasty stuff and 2011 stuff and family stuff and friend stuff sighs.
ooo on a happy note dear thuy has helped me finish off selling my tickets =] she's way too pro. my $15 batch one is officially sold out and my other $20 ones yay! thank you thuy <3
thank you stupid alan kan for helping me in cfp and mech =) epic love! cannot wait till next year =$ i'm considering deferring my finance units for you =$
end of second year is tomorrow kinda scary thinking about being a third year =o tricia's going to be a fresher as well =\ wonder what will happen...mother says she'll end up not seeing both us at all next year haah guess we'll see =) april two thousand and eleven marks the cutting down of metros hopefully =]
i shall try and not procrastinate any longer...mechanical dynamics you are going to make me cry tomorrow!

v.FINALLY

YAY!!!! it finally happened!! TOTALLY MADE MY DAY:)

i can study now :)

JEN IS SINGING OUT LOUD IN A LIBRARY =.=

DRUNK BITCH

v.restart

it's a new month. all good things come to an end and even if you love him, you know and i know you deserve better. you have been going around in circles for a while now and sooner or later you have to make the best decision for yourself. he's not going to realise and he's not going to change. he has his priorities set and it's apparent you high on that list. there is no point in putting yourself through this over and over again!
everyone else can see who is and who isn't a priority to him, you may be important, but not as important as another. it's hard for friends to see you go through this time and time again as we can only really stand by and watch because the decision is yours. we're always here keeping an eye out for you ready to catch you when you fall any time any day :)


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EXAMS ARE A POS
I HATE UNI
i'd like to say i'll change next semester but really my focus on uni work will die even more
major sigh.

guitar

i have to say guitar really is the best instrument a guy could ever play :)

extra points if you can play guitar and sing!

helen le you lucky thing!

jealousy much!! :$

happy birthday dear :)

xo

v.helen le :)

my dearest helen,

happy birthday ! it's barely been a year and in such a short time we've become so close! :)

i love you for being there for me in anger, tears and smiles :) 

you are one of the few to have seen a tear shed from my eyes :x

i love you for the way you can make me smile and have such good times and memories :) e.g. last weekend =$

i love you for being you! don't ever change. you are helen for a reason and no one can ever replace you.

i love you for being my b2/s2 cos we're cool like that =$ we've learnt a lot this past year don't you think? :)

i love that i've come to know such a caring and loving person who makes such a huge effort to make me cupcakes on my birthday as well as drag me out on my birthday weekend to celebrate =$ love you!!

i'll be there for you through thick and thin:) come rain or shine :)

come asian barbie or being super skanktastic ;)

i love you dearly and wish you the best year ahead!

it's nineteen baby! our last year before the 20s =x

shall we live it up ? :) 

happy birthday once again have a fantastic birthday! don't worry about becoming an oompa loompa ! you'll still be as skanktastic as ever =$

<3 

ness

skank1.b1

xoxo

i'll be there for you,

when the rain starts to pour,

i'll be there for you

like i've been there before

i'll be there for you

cos you're there for me too

runaway baby!

I love you so 
That's what you'll say 
You'll tell me 
Baby baby please don't go away 
But when I play, I never stay


To every girl that I meet here this is what I say: 
Run run run away, run away baby 
Before I put my spell on you 
You better get get get away get away darling 
'Cause everything you heard is true 
Your poor little heart will end up alone 
'Cause lord knows I'm a rolling stone 
So you better run run run away run away baby 

grenade

easy come easy go
that's just how you live,
take, take, take it all
but you never give.

to give me all of your love is all i ever asked.
cause what you don't understand is..
i'd catch a grenade for you,
throw my hand on a blade for you,
i'd jump in front of a train for you.
you know i'd do anything for you,
i would go through all this pain,
take a bullet straight through my brain,
yes.
i would die for you.
but you won't do the same

bruno mars =]

start!

from tomorrow,

no junk food
chocolates
sweets
fast food - i.e. maccas, hjs, kfc

if i get hungry, going to drink water!

try and have 3 proper meals :)
roast vegetable foccacia ftw !!
edens :)

fresh and healthy :):)

change is great :)
when you know it's for the best :)

him.

his name is daniel phan.

also known as sago.

and we love him :)

we miss him dearly too!