msu ball

to go or not to go?

o.helpless

it's funny how helpless some boys can feel when dealing with a girl.

they don't understand why we act certain ways. why we're suddenly moody. 

they don't know whether to assume it's that time of the month, or there something is really wrong.

they don't want to do or say anything wrong in fear of us raging. 

one minute we'll be all smiley, the next ... =X

crazy much ! poor stupid cans:O

it's scary to think how much has changed between us. it's scary to think how different it is. and even though all it needs is making the effort to communicate and make time. it's harder than you think. there is too much in the past to think about and dwell on. there is too much we know of each other to really move on properly. there is too much baggage for there to be any real trust and reliance. if we're not going to be straight with one another i don't see the point in making that effort. it's not that i don't want to make the effort, it's more like i don't want to make an effort that is just going to go to waste in the end. what's the point in going through all that when i know it'll just go back to the way it was. eos. you've changed. i've changed. but as to what kind of change, we can only judge ourselves.