accomplish

in my life, i've always listened to my parents.
been obedient when it came to decisions,
sure they've let me do a couple of things by choice,
but really, i don't think i know any other way,
i think i don't know what i want,
because i've always known what i wanted because it was my parent's wants
so now i'm lost.
i haven't accomplished anything.
and it makes me sad. and i don't think anyone can make me better.

alcohol is bad for the skin

end of story.
detox soon (hopefully)

v.fragile

i think i'm in a fragile state of mind at the moment,

anything you say or do may effect me more so now than it ever would have before,

it's a period that i will have to get over sooner or later,

what is said, what is done, you may not realise but it does effect me,

it's not something i'm going to make a big deal of as i'll deal with it as always