Q.四

Day 4 - Your Sibling(s)

siblings have never really been important to me.
i always preferred to live a single-child life.
when i was a little younger, i used to think to myself all the time "if they didn't exist..."
yeh, it was kind of mean. but it was expected.
they got all the things i never got.
and it was just all unfair.

but i grew up.
and i realised there are things that they will never get,
but i do, 'cause i'm the oldest. =)

you.
i like you better than the other one, but it doesn't mean all that much 'cause i don't like neither of you that much in the first place.
you like the things i like.
you hate the things i hate.
you follow me around.
you don't do anything on your own.

that's annoying.

grow up, i'm not going to be here for you forever.
or at least i don't intend to.

you.
you're a stuck up mfbitchface.
you need to get your fat head back down to earth and realise that you're actually not that great.
you are way too spoilt for your own good, and one day, it's going to gg you in the ass, stand on your face, and laugh at you until you bleed.
i dislike your attitude, i dislike your manner.
i dislike you.



i'm not a very caring sister,
i'm not a very nice sister either.
but that's the best your gonna get,
and your stuck with it for life.

v.day four

without you three, life would be boring. no one to play with. no one to annoy. life would be pretty damn lonely. know what you want. appreciate what you have. i may be distant, strict, rough, bossy etc. but at the end of the day you know that i'll always be there to protect you. you know what my flaws are, you know what to change and not become. the three of you can't always be hiding behind me anymore.

you need be more assertive. you need to know what you want. you can't be like me, unsure about everything. you need to be stronger against those who may pick on you. you can't always take things to heart. you have to let go and be your own person. 

you need to be more confident of yourself. you need to be more aware. even though i may not be the best example, but the way i am you should be like. you can't be weak you can't be influenced easily. you have to know what is right and what is wrong. even if you say you do know, your actions say otherwise. you need to stop your shifty eyes. grow up to be someone that isn't him. be happier!

you need to stop growing up so fast. you need to enjoy your childhood because once it's gone and you will look back you won't have anything significant about it to remember. sure travelling and going overseas is fun but what do you really have to reminisce on. you're a good girl. and sometimes i may neglect you, but at the end of the day you still are my baby :) you're going to grow up confident, you're going to grow up bold, you're going to be a stronger person i think than the siblings before you.

live your own lives. don't live a life with regrets. don't get into long term relationships until you are ready. stay single until you're sick of it. enjoy your teens, wait for your twenties. DON'T TAKE DRUGS! alcohol is okay tho :) don't give a shit about what your friends say or do. do things at your own pace. don't ever let anyone force you to do anything. find friends that will always be there for you through thick and thin like mine. your friends are the ones you will run to first, if not me. be careful who you trust, be careful what you say because it could come back and bite you in the ass. don't ever be the dumpee, be the fucking dumpER.
don't mix with dodgy viets or viets in general >=( you'll get stabbed at metros >=( luckily sago is taiwanese and helen is white :$
if you have something on your mind, say it. don't give a shit if people think you're a bitch, if you hear rumours about you, it will effect you there is no doubt about it, but always know the people who count will know the real you and will be able to distinguish the truth from the lies.

i think you three will know by now and learn from my mistakes, and you know what i want for each of you. if you know that a decision you make will make me rage, i think you know there are reasons why you shouldn't do it. stay safe. don't get lost into bad company.

DON'T EVER LOSE YOUR FRIENDS TO A RELATIONSHIP I WILL WHOOP YOUR ASSES
ONEITIS IS FUCKING AVE >=( YOU GET IT AND YOU'LL SEE WHAT HAPPENS >=(


much love :) xo