V.wedding dress

love this movie.
<3

the little girl is so cute and such a good actress!

you should all watch it :)

fake

being fake, hiding behind a mask,
not showing your true colours,
to hurt others, or, to protect yourself,
or, are you protecting others from being hurt
who knows who knows

~~~~~xo~~~~~

i need fake hair =(
all my clothes are for my long hair.
gg.

V.singapore

so it's been about six months since i've returned.
it's nice to be back :) the weather is just right not too cold not too hot not too humid either!
due back in the cold very

thinking

*what to do next                                                                          

thinking all the time is a double edged sword

*what's next to buy

when you ponder too long

*did i pass maths :(

you tend to miss out

*who will come along next

you lose the chance

*will everything change

to do something that could

*i've made quite a great bunch of friends :)

possibly make your life happier

*i want new nail polish

stop thinking, stop wanting to know

*this cough should have gone already

take a chance, take that leap

*i love aldo

and do something, 

*why i can't sleep properly :(

make a change by making a decision

~~~~~xo~~~~~

thinking is bad.

just do it.

;]

jump

i'm not going to jump,

if you aren't going to be there to catch me,

i'm not going to take the risk,

unless i know for sure.

it's not that i just want to know,

it's that i need to

~~~~~xo~~~~~

"jump for joy!"
gg my foot.
no more jumping for jackie =(

V.last

when you finish last, it's not a very nice feeling, but sometimes, you end up being thankful.

thankful that you never had to endure the hardships that would have soon come along,

thankful that you were given the chance to open your eyes and clear your vision,

thankful that your friends were there to help you, your true friends show thin times of doubt, in times of need, your friends show their true colours 

--

last night in HK

i guess i bought what was necessary =\

a few new dresses, skirts, pair of heels <3
tomorrow singapore and a day in malaysia.

V.meaning

I found out today that my name has another meaning according to Wikipedia

and that is

"star"

origin: Irish/Dutch

so,

a star and a butterfly.

:)

i wonder if i've left my cocoon and grown to become a butterfly yet...

a butterfly and a star tattoo :O i wonder hehe 

"u're like a star out of reach,

u're like a butterfly, only pretty when u're free"

- nj

did you know anwyl loves stars? just like some slut loves strawberries 

and some partyboy loves the number 21 and some pureboy loves the colour green and dumplings  

and some orange loves MR2s :)
pretty cool don't you think?

people and their random obsessions :)

--

shopping today, semi-successful 

few more days left. 

perfection

in other's eyes, you may be nothing,

but in mine, you are everything,

you may not be perfect in their eyes,

but in mine, you are.

you may not be what i had expected,

not what i had in mind, my ideal prince charming, 

but in the end, i guess you can't help the spark,

the chemistry between us is undeniable.

~~~~~xo~~~~~

you're my bestfriend.
and that is forever.
i will not accept no as an answer.
because to me,
you are perfection.
=)

spark

you will know once you find it.

that spark between only you and him.

that chemistry and ease of being with each other.

that za za zu which is unexplainable and indescribable

that je ne sais quoi where only he is able to make you enter a la la land of your own.

~~~~~xo~~~~~

"hey!"
you spark me time and time again.
i think i might need time away from you.

V.dream

just a dream.
wake up.
don't hit the snooze.
that's all it ever was
nothing more, nothing less,
let this fade, let it pass.
keep it in that imaginary world
where everything was perfect.

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still dying from this cough :( i hope it goes away by the time i get back to perth.
bought a new pair of heels! =$ gotta love aldo <3
yet to find some dresses =\ we shall see what tomorrow brings...
pretty little liars such a good show :) none of the book stores seem to have to the novels :(