o.sense

when will it all make sense.

i really don't know what i want

too many thoughts that run through my mind

too many factors to consider

when will it quieten

what i have in mind, what i want, what i believe i need, what i think i deserve, what i think i don't, what i live for, who i live for

phobia

• mee goreng.
• eggs.
• bacon.
• alcohol.

roadtrip has caused a lot of things >.<

~~~~~xo~~~~~

heights are not my favourite thing on this planet,
i don't especially like fast moving things either.
but the 2 together is beautiful..
Rollercoasters <3

heavy

passing out too often isn't very good,
because if you're heaps heavy (like me :$)
it's going to be really hard for people
to move you to a more comfy place
apologies. :)
heavy rain is an epic game !

~~~~~xo~~~~~

heavily drugged up.
habits need to change before uni starts.
ahh gg me.

recover

it's hard to recover what has been lost,

even though you may want it that badly,

it'll only return (if it does) in pieces.

~~~~~xo~~~~~

i think i might be recovering from my crisis.
it's actually nothing after all.
provided it doesn't happen again.

begin

what is to come...

what's left unspoken will never be heard,

what has been said will only ever be overlooked

~~~~~xo~~~~~

and thus my misfortunes begin.
why can't time be erased?
sigh..

o.confuse

you confuse me
i don't get what is going on,
what do you want
what do i want
what is going to happen
is there anything there
i don't even know myself
if there is, tell me.
believe it or not,
i might think so too

over

the show is over. the curtains have been drawn. there won't be an encore. that you can be assured.

~~~~~xo~~~~~

it keeps replaying over and over in my head.
stop it.
before i go insane.

Q.家

i'm home!!
=)

rainbow

your true colours are beautiful like a rainbow :)

~~~~~xo~~~~~

apparently Chinese people don't often see rainbows.
everyone stood still and started taking pictures of it.
i was very confused.
but then again,
they do that in Perth too.
but that's because anything in Perth is interesting =/

suspect

a double edged sword.
it hurts to have this feeling within you,
you never know what to do,
do you follow through and just confront?
or, do you just let it go?

~~~~~xo~~~~~

who stole my heart?
i denote you as the primary suspect.
now give it back.