meet joe black

Love is passion, obsession, someone you can't live without. If you don't start with that, what are you going to end up with? Fall head over heels. I say find someone you can love like crazy and who'll love you the same way back. And how do you find him? Forget your head and listen to your heart. I'm not hearing any heart. Run the risk, if you get hurt, you'll come back. Because, the truth is there is no sense living your life without this. To make the journey and not fall deeply in love - well, you haven't lived a life at all. You have to try. Because if you haven't tried, you haven't lived. 


you never know, lightning could strike :)

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Susan Parrish: Do you love making love to me?
Joe Black: Yes
Susan Parrish: More than peanut butter?
Joe Black: Yes. Much more

haha :x

brad pitt! what a hottie =$

it's hard to let go, but that's life.

v.day thirteen

forgiving people is easy. you can get over what ever happened to you, but the fact is that it still happened.
it's still a scar at the back of your mind. those scars will not disappear, you won't think about them until something bad happens and triggers it.

oh! i know :)
( forgive me for breaking your heart. it wasn't intentional. i'm sorry )
                                     x (insert number) :(

Q.十三

Day 13 - Someone you wish could forgive you

i'm sorry for all the pressure i've put on your shoulders,
and problems i've caused in your life.
you are a really special existence to me.
and i'm really glad i had the chance to meet you.

there isn't enough time in this world for me to repay your kindness,
and there isn't enough words for me to say to ask for your forgiveness,
but i do hope that you see that i am sincere,
and i do feel sorry for everything i've done.

i'm really sorry we aren't as close as we were before,
please,
let's be friends again?

VD

Q.十二

Day 12 - The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain.

i think this post correlates to Day 7 a lot.

although there have been people in my life who've hurt me,
no one has hurt me nearly as much as you have.

probably because i never let them.

i gave you the power to hurt me,
trusting that you wouldn't.
who knew.

v.day twelve

i wouldn't know the answer to this one,

i think people would say i cause more pain :(
all i can say is i'm sorry

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what do you expect me to do now?
you obviously think you know what is best
but i don't know if you really do.
in your mind you think you do,
but are you really?

v.day eleven

i wonder what you would say, watching him be the way he is. he misses you so much...i don't think there is a day where you don't come to mind. every time he looks in the mirror, in his reflection, all he sees...is...you.
it hurts him every time he is reminded of you, i guess that when someone is gone, you regret not cherishing them more. it's scary to think about the similarities, even i am amazed.

she is said to be a duplicate of her. i wonder what he feels when he looks at her. does he really see who stands before him? or is he just reminded of her and feels sad. i wonder how hard it'll be, when it is my turn...how will i cope? what will i miss? what will i regret? even if i have these questions in my head, it's too hard to change now. too many things have happened, maybe when i'm older. i wonder if you would be proud about the choices your children have made. the choices that affect their children, the lives they live today. i wonder if you would have ever won the lottery with the numbers we would all circle in :) i wonder what would be different if you were still around. i wonder how different we would be, the way we live our lives, the way we treat each other. i think you could have influenced that heavily.

i wish you were here for me to hug and talk to.
i wish you were here so i could hold your hand tightly knowing you would never let me go.
i wish you stayed long enough for us to be spoiled rotten by you.
i wish you were here so i could see what it was like for him to be told off by you.
i wish you were here for him to smile more, for him to feel secure.
i wish you were here for her to know and love.
i miss your smell. i miss your warmth. i miss your hugs. i miss your laugh. i miss you.
if only you didn't have to go so far away so early...i love you.

Q.十一

Day 11 - A deceased person you wish you could talk to

i was your favourite,
and you were mine.

never being close with family was hard,
you were the only one there for me.

i wish you would still be looking out for me now.
i wish you could see everything that's happening in my life,
i wish you could meet all my friends,
i wish you could talk to me about anything and everything, like we used to.
i wish you could have come to my graduation, watch me get a job, receive a gift from my first pay check, meet my boyfriends, watch me get married, carry your great-grandchildren.

death happened upon you way too early in your life..

i miss you more than ever,
and i love you much more than that.

mj

he's way too cool :)
love watching his videos:)

the way you make me feel
you're really turning me on ;) 


haha aaron carter! i want candy =)
set a summer's sun on fire

v.day ten

i would LOVE to talk to you more! it would only make me more happy :)
i don't know why i just make it hard for myself i guess, but i will try to not make it awkward!
i pulled away for a reason back then, out of fear. but i don't think i want to be scared anymore.
i think i've learnt that sooner or later, if you want something, you have to try and so,
i will try, even if it's just going to turn out not the way i hoped.
to go back to the past, just once, to change the way i acted, to change my choices then, to do it all over again.
now that would be epic :) and that would be one of my many dreams coming true :)

hope

don't fake a smile in front of me if you're sad,

don't put up a strong front, when i can see how much you're suffering

i only wish you all the best

i only hope and wish you happiness

don't fret if you just need someone to sit with you

i'll be there :)