v. motivation

i don't have any. no motivation at all :(
someone help me get some!
:( i'm lost.

Q.十五

Day 15 - The person you miss the most.

you.

and you know who you are.

v.day fifteen

i don't think there is just one person, there would be a couple of people...
jono, ernst, donald :) we had such fun times last year :)

hmm...i don't know who i miss, because i spent time with people i want to be around
i miss bec :) i haven't seen her in yonks :)

i miss my old self,
one that wasn't so bitchy,
one that wasn't such a "heartbreaker",
one that wasn't so confused,
one that didn't talk so much,
one that wasn't X*(insert number NJ!) L :(
one that wasn't lazy as :(
one that was smarter and more focussed!
ignorance was bliss.

v.day fourteen

you've pretty much been there my entire childhood
growing from children to teenagers and soon to be adults :)
it's sad how distance keeps us apart,
we're too busy for each other,
but i guess we have our own lives to live.
it's alright though, because when we do have the chance to catch up
past the awkward starts, we're still us :) jjb


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i slept at 9.39pm last night =\

Q.十四

Day 14 - Someone you've drifted away from

we were once so close, so tight,
so much like best friends.

i used to call you and spend all my credit,
you used to ride your bike to my house.
you used to listen to all my troubles,
i used to listen to you sing.

it was probably because of the fact that i do not have an older brother,
that's why i was so attracted to you.
you cared for me, protected me,
and lent me a shoulder to lean on whenever i needed it.

then i moved on from middle school to high school,
and our phone conversations went from 5hours to 5minutes
and soon to none.

i quite miss you hey,
you were one of my support pillars when i was younger.
and even thou i have found new pillars now,
i don't mind having one more?

always waiting for you to cruise back into my life
with a big smile and a casual "hey",

TQ

meet joe black

Love is passion, obsession, someone you can't live without. If you don't start with that, what are you going to end up with? Fall head over heels. I say find someone you can love like crazy and who'll love you the same way back. And how do you find him? Forget your head and listen to your heart. I'm not hearing any heart. Run the risk, if you get hurt, you'll come back. Because, the truth is there is no sense living your life without this. To make the journey and not fall deeply in love - well, you haven't lived a life at all. You have to try. Because if you haven't tried, you haven't lived. 


you never know, lightning could strike :)

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Susan Parrish: Do you love making love to me?
Joe Black: Yes
Susan Parrish: More than peanut butter?
Joe Black: Yes. Much more

haha :x

brad pitt! what a hottie =$

it's hard to let go, but that's life.

v.day thirteen

forgiving people is easy. you can get over what ever happened to you, but the fact is that it still happened.
it's still a scar at the back of your mind. those scars will not disappear, you won't think about them until something bad happens and triggers it.

oh! i know :)
( forgive me for breaking your heart. it wasn't intentional. i'm sorry )
                                     x (insert number) :(

Q.十三

Day 13 - Someone you wish could forgive you

i'm sorry for all the pressure i've put on your shoulders,
and problems i've caused in your life.
you are a really special existence to me.
and i'm really glad i had the chance to meet you.

there isn't enough time in this world for me to repay your kindness,
and there isn't enough words for me to say to ask for your forgiveness,
but i do hope that you see that i am sincere,
and i do feel sorry for everything i've done.

i'm really sorry we aren't as close as we were before,
please,
let's be friends again?

VD

Q.十二

Day 12 - The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain.

i think this post correlates to Day 7 a lot.

although there have been people in my life who've hurt me,
no one has hurt me nearly as much as you have.

probably because i never let them.

i gave you the power to hurt me,
trusting that you wouldn't.
who knew.

v.day twelve

i wouldn't know the answer to this one,

i think people would say i cause more pain :(
all i can say is i'm sorry

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what do you expect me to do now?
you obviously think you know what is best
but i don't know if you really do.
in your mind you think you do,
but are you really?