v.day eighteen

i wish i could be smart

so i could choose to study whatever i liked and didn't have a problem in switching careers whenever i wanted

i wish i could be talented

so i could get called by a talent scout and become a singer and make bagillions

i wish i could know what i want

so that i have a goal in life and knowledge when making decisions for myself

i wish i could be skinner and lankier

so i could look hot in dresses :x

i wish i could be more friendly when meeting people

so that i could learn to socialise more

i wish i could be less judgmental and pessimistic

so i could be happier with what i have

i wish i could be more last minute and not freak out

so i could enjoy things more fully

but being all these things, wouldn't make me the me i am today who has a bunch of great friends and has fun

but still you can't stop wanting things right? :x