v.day twenty-five

i hope you're okay,
what you're going through
i can't even imagine how it feels,
but i hope you're doing fine,
i hope you're able to handle it
i didn't want to nor mean to hurt you,
but i did and i'm really really sorry that i did
thank you for always being there
thank you for always caring
i'm sorry i couldn't follow through

i hope you're dealing,
it's been a long while since it happened,
it still affects you, he does at least.
he probably comes into your mind
more so than you want
he probably invades your thoughts
without your permission
you're a strong girl,
well you can be...
somethings you will have to battle yourself
just know i'm there at the side lines or finish line
waiting for you :)

i think it would be hard for you,
to be able to adapt to what is going on currently,
things have change significantly,
in such a short period of time
all i can hope is that you can pull through
with a whole hearted smile on your face and no regrets.
do what is right for you
fight for what you want and believe in
fight..for your happiness