Wednesday, October 6, 2010

v.realise

lying in bed, thinking about it for an hour,
wondering why i get affected so easily now
i think what i need is closure.
i realise i have too many what ifs floating in my head,
and i get lost and lose myself in these thoughts
they probably will never become a reality
which makes me pretty sad,
the possibilities make me think so much
that i can't handle it anymore.
it hurts too much to think what if,
that because of the way i am,
things never will ever turn out right
and because i can't change myself
all that is left will be emptiness and loneliness

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