Q.曲

Don't know if i could ever be,

Without you cause boy you complete me.

And in time i know that we'll both see,

that we're all we need.

brings back nostalgic memories of you and I.

we used to be so messed up,

but we were perfect to each other.

it's these feelings and memories I will cherish forever.

you're a douche.

but you were my douche.

V.hurt

i know it's going to hurt for a while,
i'm scared i won't be able to handle this,
i won't even be able to numb the pain

this time, i've been cut me too deep.
this is what you get i guess,
maybe it's karma. no one will ever know.

V.toy

a new toy always captures our attention.

craved, because of the addiction.

addiction to the rush,

the thrill of trying something comparatively new to what you already have.

how long? how long until you get bored?

leave them behind in the dark, all alone. forget their existence.

what state are you going to leave them?

broken beyond repair or just as good as new but used?

how selfish can you be? will they have a second chance?

you seem to always know when to strike.

you ruin it for me. always perfect timing.

taking away that little bit of happiness i get once in a while.

but it's okay i guess, i'm not in the mood.

so you win for now.

silence

when that moment comes,

where effort doesn't need to be made,

where all there is between you,

is just unawkward silence,

you know that you've made a good friend:)

~~~~~xo~~~~~

silence is worth much more than gold.

when we understand the silence between us,

when words can be exchanged for glances,

when thoughts can be exchanged for gestures,

when the silence speaks for itself,

that is when you and i, become we.

shade

i like to hide.

will you be my fantasy,

and shade me from the cruel reality?

~~~~~xo~~~~~

in the game of hide and seek,

are you willing to leave the comfort

of being able to see with the light,

and enter the darkness to seek me?

nail polish makes me oh so happy :)

each week there is a different shade,

a different colour to brighten my week

even the dark ones can add that extra bit of colour:)

need

what i want is your attention,

what i need is for you to make the effort,

not because i force you,

not because i give you the heads up,

because you do it by yourself,

of your own free will.

what you want is my attention,

what you need is to make a choice,

no, you can't not make one,

no, no one will tell you what to do,

yes, you need to make it yourself,

and yes, you need to make it soon.

~~~~~xo~~~~~

wants and needs.

which is more important to me?

i want you.

but do i need you?

i need you.

but do i want you?

and that all comes down to,

do i go with the one which i want,

or the one which i need?

why must life make me choose?

Q.狗

"You know what I am?

I'm a dog chasing cars.

I wouldn't know what to do with one if I caught it."

- The Joker.

you're a dog,

people around you are the numerous objects which you could chase.

1. The Bone.

Stationary.

There when you want them to be,

and gone when you're sick of them.

2. The Bicycle.

Not so fast that you can't catch up.

Not so slow that they're unmoving.

And that's what's keeping your interest.

3. The Car.

Moving ahead at their own speed.

You can't catch up.

But you try regardless.

so why do you chase these things that are obviously out of your reach,

and ignore the one which is by your side?

what the hell are you going to do with a bicycle or a car when you catch up?

you're a dog.

you can't ride a bike.

you can't steer a car.

perhaps it's just for the adrenalin rush,

perhaps it's for the enjoyment,

perhaps it's for the feeling of accomplishment when you do catch up.

but seriously,

keep chasing,

and you might forget where you left your bone.

expect.

100th

you made a choice. so stick to it.

if you chose her over me, that's not my fault.

not because i didn't fight for you.

not because i gave up.

because you simply made that choice.

i'm not someone you can just fall back on.

i'll be there for you. but not in that way.

as a friend and only a friend.

~~~~~xo~~~~~

expectations are evil.

if you never expect anything to happen,

you will always be surprised,

and never disappointed.

true story.

V.honest

it's amazing how honest you can be with some people,

how you can just say whatever happened and not feel awkward,

guess you can really tell who you're comfortable with and who you're not,

and who you can trust and who you can't,

being judged and judging. it goes both ways.

the people you know that will judge you for fun, but know the real you.

those are the people you can be honest with.

those are the people that you can naturally talk with about anything.

if you don't judge them for the things they do, they think,

they most likely won't judge you for the way you are and the things you may do.

gotta love your friends :)

love them for who they are, as they love you for who you are

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happy birthday gmalee:)

exams finished :)

i hope i passed them all =[

but if i don't, that's what you get for not balancing study and fun. :(

too much fun = no study at all = fail :(:(

now i have to plan my weekend thoroughly =\

friday and saturday.

transport. sleeping arrangements. alco. etc :( what a hassle!

mid semester break has begun:)

destination

game over. destination limbo.

flights to heaven and hell have been cancelled.

gg you. nothing extraordinary.

when one journey ends, another begins,

we're all explorers :)

hopefully on one of these journeys,

we'll cross paths and work together to find 'X'

X marks the spot,
i wonder if once we get to that spot,

there won't be anything but you and i,

so really i guess in the end,

you're the treasure,

that i've been seeking for all this time.

~~~~~xo~~~~~

my destination.

where i'm headed.

where i've been heading this whole time.

can i expect your lovely face to welcome me?