neverending

the cycle will never end.the effort you make is taken for granted, hurting you is the choice i make, the choices i make it's not for only me but also for the choices that you have made, the chemistry is irreplaceable that i won't deny, your desires still present and your hope never fading. 

i'm really truly sorry what you have to go through. i know it must be hard for you, but what you have is worth it. i'm glad you're happy and i hope you don't let your doubts cloud your vision. don't doubt your importance to him. don't think about how high up you are on that list. just cherish what you have together :)